I am thrilled to say that I passed the bar exam. There were a lot of times when I thought I would never be able to say that, but today, it is all true. I have rechecked the list on the website about 20 times and my name is still there everytime I look, so, I guess this is the real thing.
Thursday night and Friday morning were really tough. I knew the pass list would be posted on Friday. I stayed up until midnight Thursday night to see if it might post then, and it did not. I slept terrible that night and got up at 6:00 a.m. to check and still nothing. I kept going back and looking all morning, and it still was not there.
I had taken the day off work on Friday because I knew that I would be a nervous wreck. I did not want to embarass myself at work if things did not go well. Plus, I was going on scrapbooking retreat this weekend. So, I told my friend Terry that I would be at her house at noon to pick her up and go eat lunch and then head for the retreat site. I was sitting at the computer just playing and going back and checking for the pass list. Finally at 11:30 a.m. I thought I would have to leave without knowing the results. I emailed my husband the link to the website and told him to keep checking. Then, I checked one more time and it was there. I saw the heading July 2008 bar results and I was literally paralyzed. I could not move the screen down to look at the names. I slowly moved down, and not wanting to see but curiosity was killing me and there on the second line was my name.
Thank you Jesus.
My precious husband has encouraged me all through this long process, and my wonderful family has been my cheering section and support group. I would not have been able to accomplish this without their encouragement. Joe, who has never struggled to pass any test, just kept on encouraging me. He was often more sad than me when my name would not be on the pass list. He just kept telling me that he knew I could do it and he did not allow me to wallow in defeat. I really love this man. He truly is my reward.
I have a very special friend who had a big part in my passing the bar. Gayla and I started law school together. I did not have a clue what I was in for and she was up for the challenge. We formed an unofficial group called the "WIT Club" WIT stands for Whatever It Takes! She would make up outrageous nmeumonics for remembering elements. I would not have made it passed the 1L year without her help. Gayla moved to Oklahoma the second year of law school and I moved to night school and struggled to work full time and go to school at night. Gayla sent me her bar review books to study this summer. Gayla's daughter, Katie, gave me an angel charm for good luck at exam time first semester of school. I still have that charm and I took it with me to take the exam. It sat right on my table. Gayla and Tommy and Katie and the most precious grandchild you have ever seen and Katie's boyfriend took me dinner on Monday night of the exams. I just can't tell you how much it meant to me to see these wonderful friends during what is probably one of the most stressful experiences of anyone's life. Thanks Gayla for your help and encouragement and support. I love you all.
I am not sure what will happen in the future job wise. I love my current job and would love to stay there, but the hiring decisions are now made in Washington, and they hire people who attended well known schools. My school would not appear on any top 20 list, but I think it was the perfect school for me. I am sworn in at an admissions ceremony on September 25, 2008. Then, I am officially an attorney!
I will tell you about the wonderful scrapbooking retreat on my next blog. Joe has my supper ready!
Linda